My Galaxy

So yesterday I went to my very first Galaxy game and the Home Depot Center. I went over to Viv's house around 2:30 and we hung out with Jason and Ricky until about 5. Her cousins picked us up and we headed down to watch David Beckham in action! Ha ha. Well it was a great night. The Luxury seating was pretty good too, especially since it was all free. Thanks Viv for taking me!

Lately my life has been a whirlwind of feelings and its been a rollercoaster but from what I learned lastnight and this morning, I will stop trying I guess because it is hopeless if you don't wan't it too.

Quote for the Day:

Be courteous to all, but intimate with few;

and let those be well-tried before you give them your confidence.

by George Washington

Confidence lost: it hurt me and now how do I know if any of it was true, or what secrets you will keep.

Fight

So today I got in this fight and it has really been bothering me. How are you supposed to stand up for yourself without offending anyone? Maybe my problem is not standing up for what I believe is truth, but its that I do not like to be wrong. So I am really sorry if I hurt you or seemed disrespectful.

Quote for the day:

Forgiveness is a funny thing, it warms the hearts and cools the sting.

by Peter Allen

The problem with that quote for me is when you have forgiven him, I want the sting to be gone. Not to get worse than it was when it first started. Why do you make it worse every single day. What did I do wrong? Just tell me okay?

New Start

Lately I haven't been myself, that is all going to change starting now. Forget the emotions of the past, look back at the events with love, and push on into the future. That is my goal for now. My quote for the day is:

"Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back."

So don't waste your life on things you know are only going to hurt your future.

(or the people that love you)

1 more equation

freakin chemistry review + getting ice cream and not comming home right away = very sleepy heather tomorrow*


*will need lots of hugs

This year...

Is going to be diffrent than last year for sure. Well since I haven't been on here in a while, other than michelle's lameo post, I will update on the summer. ;) JK mo. Love Ya. Well this summer was one of the best and worset of my entire life. I learned lots about myself and how I get when no one is looking/cares, you know all that inner person stuff. The summer wasn't wasted but I could of done way more if I had planed it a tad better. I'm excited for this year, to rebond with my friends and hopefully make a few guy friends since im guyfriendless. (is guyfriendless a word?) Haha. Well thats not a problem. One big thank you to Hannah, even though she doesn't read this. Actually no one reads this. Hannah thanks for taking care of me for the past two weeks, without you I would of killed myself. ;) Don't worry no more rubber bands.

Goals for this year:

• Get all A's
• Go to sleep on time
• Not waiting for the last night to do an assignment
• Lose 10 lbs
• Find my personality I lost last year
• Be nice to everyone, no more mean comments (mo start the pinches)
• Lastly, fill the hole

Yeah, hopefully that all will actually happen.

Some quotes that I want to send to people, and use to inspire my life:

1. The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy.
2. Feelings are much like waves, we can't stop them from coming but we can choose which one to surf.
3. Only those in tune with nature seem to pick up on the energy in wind. All sorts of things get swept off in the breeze: ghosts, pieces of soul, voices unsung, thoughts repressed, love uncherished, and a thousands galore of spiritual ether. Wind is an emotional rush because emotions are rushing by.

The last being one I want to pick up, I need to be more intune with other's feelings. This will not only help myself in being kinder to them, but help myself by staying away from people with dislike or people that are tired of me.

Love to all my friends! Thank you for your love the past few days!

Beach going

Well since Heather never updates this, I guess I will.

So Heather went to the beach yesterday & she had a lot of fun. We got a great parking spot thanks to her because she scared an asian family by yelling out the window asking where their car was. We went swimming in FREEZING water & I think she really enjoyed it when I buried her in the sand afterwards. We did lots of other fun beach stuff, & then when we were done, we ate at CPK. We got lost on our way home, but thanks to Heather's internal GPS, we made it safely back. Then Heather slept over at my house, & now we are waiting for Heather's mom to come pick us up to go to Cabazon (: That's all! 

Summer

What happened to last summer? Last summer was way better in my book. This summer, no sleepover in tree house, no water balloon fight, No Florida! No flings at camp meeting... (Not like I'm missing that part so just relax). I don't know anymore, I should be working or something because just laying around all day is not for me!

You: Yeah you, I can't believe you get to go to Europe! That lucky little duck. I better hear about how delicious the gelato was!

Well this summer has been... Fun? Maybe? I went to camp meeting to start off the summer, and it's not a fat camp, just to inform you people with confused little minds. I have been seeing my boyfriend occasionally. Mostly I have been reading, everyday all day. Yay! Well anyway one good thing about that is that my vocabulary will increase. That deserves a real yay!

Big News to all the people out there that didn't believe me! I have gotten one. You ask what my friend? That one thing that people didn't believe I could ever get! Have you guessed it yet?


Heather
is
TAN!
(With a tan line so its proof!)

Anyway, that’s the biggest news so far.

Ehmagawd. Harry Potter is coming out in just a few more days! I'm so excited. For all you bandwagon-ers out there: boo to you, if you haven't read the books, in six grade when the rest of the world read them then you should. Like right now. Go. Haha. Anyways...

Love to everyone!
(hopefully that will remind people of me since I'm so lonely)