This year...

Is going to be diffrent than last year for sure. Well since I haven't been on here in a while, other than michelle's lameo post, I will update on the summer. ;) JK mo. Love Ya. Well this summer was one of the best and worset of my entire life. I learned lots about myself and how I get when no one is looking/cares, you know all that inner person stuff. The summer wasn't wasted but I could of done way more if I had planed it a tad better. I'm excited for this year, to rebond with my friends and hopefully make a few guy friends since im guyfriendless. (is guyfriendless a word?) Haha. Well thats not a problem. One big thank you to Hannah, even though she doesn't read this. Actually no one reads this. Hannah thanks for taking care of me for the past two weeks, without you I would of killed myself. ;) Don't worry no more rubber bands.

Goals for this year:

• Get all A's
• Go to sleep on time
• Not waiting for the last night to do an assignment
• Lose 10 lbs
• Find my personality I lost last year
• Be nice to everyone, no more mean comments (mo start the pinches)
• Lastly, fill the hole

Yeah, hopefully that all will actually happen.

Some quotes that I want to send to people, and use to inspire my life:

1. The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy.
2. Feelings are much like waves, we can't stop them from coming but we can choose which one to surf.
3. Only those in tune with nature seem to pick up on the energy in wind. All sorts of things get swept off in the breeze: ghosts, pieces of soul, voices unsung, thoughts repressed, love uncherished, and a thousands galore of spiritual ether. Wind is an emotional rush because emotions are rushing by.

The last being one I want to pick up, I need to be more intune with other's feelings. This will not only help myself in being kinder to them, but help myself by staying away from people with dislike or people that are tired of me.

Love to all my friends! Thank you for your love the past few days!

Beach going

Well since Heather never updates this, I guess I will.

So Heather went to the beach yesterday & she had a lot of fun. We got a great parking spot thanks to her because she scared an asian family by yelling out the window asking where their car was. We went swimming in FREEZING water & I think she really enjoyed it when I buried her in the sand afterwards. We did lots of other fun beach stuff, & then when we were done, we ate at CPK. We got lost on our way home, but thanks to Heather's internal GPS, we made it safely back. Then Heather slept over at my house, & now we are waiting for Heather's mom to come pick us up to go to Cabazon (: That's all!