?emevigroF Please.

You1 mean so much to me, and my life isn't the SAME without you.I feel like everything I said means nothing now. I lost your trust and the value that you once saw. I broke just one promise, you broke many. I let you down. I was supposed to be the strong one. I think its you now. I'm happy at least that you are trying to figure it out. I don't even want to think about it. The sad thing is, I feel like its too late for me to do anything about it. I already said and did too many things that created a space between us. How do we mend it?

You2 have been my friend for so long and I let you down too. I just want to say I am so sorry. You are going to find out. I just know it. Please let me be the friend that needs your help this time, just forgive me. Its never IN to break promises, but its always going to be OUT to lie to your friends.

Love both of you guys, I'm sorry I let you down. I really thought I was better than that, but I guess I just wanted to show my self that Im not. I'm probably never going to regain your respect. That makes me more sad than I was when I lost you1, or when you2 choose her over me.

Quote of the day:

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.

by Sydney J. Harris

I will regret not telling you how I really feel later if this doesn't end up the way I want it to now, but I think it is better to live and get hurt than, for fear of the hurt to never live. I really believe this, and I want to live and love even if I get hurt.