Pink Haze.

Its been a long time.

I'm different now. How? I am not sure.

Today was strange. I realized that I miss talking to you, well I have know that for a while.

It's so strange how the world works out. It is twisted. People don't know what they really need or what they should say in the moment. Why is that? I have been wondering what to say for a while now. I'm not ready now but I am bursting inside. I feel like lately I have been on a rollercoaster. Last week was the worst one I've had ever. Today, was exciting but it wasn't "real". You did have one thing right. It is easier this way. More fun, if fun is not being able to controll anything.

What is the next step though? I can't spin like this forever.

I wore that perfume today. It is pink. That light girly pink. That pink is one of those colors that if you had to describe me that color would be enough. I like that. <3. Maybe someone else will like that too.